I just want my best friend back. I want to start fresh and new and just be as close as we used to be. I shouldn’t feel this way, after all this shit that’s gone down, but I can’t help feeling connected to you. you were the closest I’ve ever gotten to really trusting someone completely. Whenever something happens, whether it’s a fight with my mom or stuff about a cute boy, all I want to do is call you. I don’t always feel this way, sometimes I hate the very air you breathe, but then I’ll remember all the jokes we had & all the trips we took together and I just can’t help but get incredibly sad. Memories, whether they’re good or bad, are always painful.